Friday, February 20, 2009

I've never felt so alone

Its so tough. To hear your best friend tell you that you can't be friends anymore. It crushed and killed me.
I'm alone quite literally. And its weird. Its like, I don't want to be alone but yet I do. I'm scared to let anyone else in. Because who knows what they'll do to me.

I'm confused about my meds. I can't sleep but if I don't take them ill get all suicidal. I just long for a good nights sleep that's all.

God, if you read this, help. I'm dying over here. I need deliverance. I need some divine intervention. I cannot save myself!

No comments:

Post a Comment